♥ As sweet as sugar ♥

December 27, 2009, 11:11 PM

I'm not doubting anything.
But reassure me that i'm yours.
Although i'm thinking & feeling this way,
But i always know that I LOVE YOU.

[Back then 2007]
I'm going to MOVE ON... ...
Throwing away the "1903 hearts" that was given to me when i was 17 years old.
The letters that was given to me by you , i will just have to let it go.

[Now 2009]
I'm already 19 years old , in love with my baby, our story begins 07112009.
Hmm... ... i know that for this few days, it is not easy for you.
Sorry Baby. But i somehow need reassurance ):

I watched "Digimon" !!! (cannot believe it)
The very last time, i watched it was many many years back. GIGGLING AWAY!
I'm back to the times when i was just a little girl, not knowing anything.

In the evening, i went down to Heeren (Jack's Place) for dinner. The manager gave me free desserts. YUMMY YUMMY !! After that, my aunt bought "cookies man" for me :)COOKIESsss ... ...
When we were on the way back, i saw this couples( early 20s) with their kid.
They are so SWEET.
They sure look forward to the day, their kid grown up

Channel U (Sunflower Promise),
extremely touching. Touched to tear ):
Love is about feelings.
Despite the gap between them , they went through thick & thin together.
Everyone has the right to fall in love & have a family of their own (:
There was no happily ever after! POUT.

Sweetheart,
you are the one that i always LOVE back in secondary school!
I know that you just got married recently (: HAPPY MARRIAGE!
Your engagement ring & wedding gown is nice.
You've definitely found your Mr. Right.
You sure look gorgeous on your special day.

After looking at this 2 scenarios, i have the urge to walk down the aisle :)
Every lady dream, is to be in a wedding gown with the man they love.
But , i know that all these need plannings.
Easier said than done! Laughing Away.
And of course a good husband & a good daddy is needed !!!
HAPPY FAMILY... ...

我好想對你說
看著你的臉幸福一直就在面前

December 26, 2009, 11:18 PM

I hate this about G.
I hate that about G.
I hate EVERYTHING about G.
If i'm able to turn back time, i did rather G never once appear in your life. (being ridiculous)
Now, i never want G to come into our story.
My heart is being "messed up", whenever i thought of G.
Knowing that he no longer has G in his heart.
And is willing to erase and throw every bits & pieces about G to somewhere FAR FAR AWAY!
BUT BUT BUT, i'm just a little princess.
Please show me that she is NOTHING to you ):
P/s: I've never want to erase anybody memory.
But i would like to erase the memory, you had with G.
Despite knowing that she isn't my match BUT i'm still a girl afterall.

Everyone knows that,
I'm not sensitive.
I don't bother about females entering my partner's life.
But regarding G!
I just don't like the way things are done.

That's all folks.
I'm just expressing my thoughts.

My baby met up with me at Bugis & accompanied me the entire day (:
Then we went to look for his friends that were working in town.
After that, we went to buy shoes.
I'm over the moon, to be able to see baby after THREE DAYS !!!
The moment he held my little hands and keep it warm, i looked into his eyes and see LOVE!
He then came over to my house till about 1am.

I will hold on to this sweet relationship for now & always.
I will not want to see you frown but smile.
I just want to walk every single of my route with YOU.

December 25, 2009, 10:00 PM

:: LAST CHRISTMAS ::
I gave my heart to someone that did not cherish it.

:: THIS CHRISTMAS ::
I gave my heart to someone special.
Someone that put me before himself.

Take my heart,
BUT
Please don't break it.

Yesterday night,
before i fall asleep,
I played tug-of-war(pillow) with my sister.
Then started laughing & giggling !!!
Thank God, i did not have nightmare (:

Christmas Celebration wasn't that great this time round.
And, i was like a mini koala bear that cling on my mum (:
I even lie on my daddy & aunt doris back.
Hmm.. i sounds like a little girl once again.
Being pampered & loved by everyone.
Christmas Present: "sleeping shoe" with RIBBON & PINK! woo hoo~
LOVE LOVE PRESENTS.

Once,
Wishing you were mine.
And wanting you to fly.
You made a difference in my life.
And the feelings deep inside.

There is BUY,
There will be SELL.
There is LIVE,
There will be DEATH.
There is LOVE,
There will be HATRED.

Goodnight!
Merry christmas... ...

December 24, 2009, 9:10 PM

:: The sweetest love ::
:: You carved your name in my heart ::
:: And i carved mine in yours ::

CUTE-SY BABY!
Anyway, i have just "FOUND YOUR VIDEO."
I LOVE THAT VIDEO.
You makes me want to see you even more.
p/s : I have the urge to upload that video and SHARE !!! BROAD SMILE.

I love you.
I know you are the one.
The one that i can run to, when i'm down.
The one that will love me with all his heart!

Is 2009 & 2010 a good year or what ?!
Many people tied a knot in year 2009 & 2010.
Wedding photos, here there everywhere.

I envy those that have planning and decided to get married when both parties have a stable income. When you gotten love & family, you will be the most fortunate person on EARTH!
Ladies always look pretty with wedding gowns :)
White suit, for men looks really attractive !!!
Hmm... 19 is still young, still can open my eyes wider & bigger inorder to get a good husband.
GIGGLING AWAY!
I have already gotten a sweet & good boyfriend :)

Whenever i go for wedding dinner or wedding lunch ( church), i ALWAYS had goosebumps. I think basically its because i find it too touching, when you pledge your love. Those Vow that you will have to keep for years , till the very end (:
SWEET SWEET LOVE!

On what circumstances will you say "yes, i do." What kind of proposal will touched your heart. Definitely something surprising or romantic isn't it. As for me, its for me to not know and my life partner to find out (: Many years to go, though.

TO ALL :
If without you sweeties & hunks, i would have given up and not go for him. If i did not go for him, my feelings & his would be kept deep down at the bottom of our heart. And i would have missed the chance of having such a sweet & understanding boyfriend (:

Kyrea :
You have been by my side for the 2 weeks when i was lost. You showed me the route out of the maze and found my heart. I can never explain my gratitute towards you. LOVE YOU Sweetheart. If without all your encouragement, i might not have accept this relationship and be a happy little princess (:

My baby:
I have just seen your suprise that was on your blog.
Even when you are enjoying life, you did not forget about me. HAHAHA!
My perm isn't very curl but THANK GOD! my hair is still in a good condition (:
Hmm.. i don't know if this hairstyle makes me look good.
But received compliments that i look better in curls.
I want to ask for your comments :)
Come back soon and let me know which is better.
LOVE LOVE!

[Family Day for me]
I went shopping with mummy & my sister.
Had lunch at Heeren (Waraku).
SO YUMMY! (:
I saw this shoe that caught my attention, but did not get it yet.
As i want to see if i'm able to find a nicer & better shoe.

After that, went for dinner with my entire family.
Then went to get grocery (:
My favourite! As i can buy chocolates/ biscuits/ milk ... ...

Baby it is already the 2nd day.
And i'm still missing you !
Both your letters are so sweet (:
[KISSES]

December 23, 2009, 8:30 PM

ANNOUNCEMENT

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VOTE FOR SHINE (:

Love you gorgeous.
Action speaks louder than words.
So, I WILL VOTE !!!

JANUARY
Awaiting for my result.
And i'm lost in a maze, trying to look for myself.

FEBRUARY
Gotten back my result.
Swearing that i have to get back my weight.
And get a school that i really want.
SHOP SHOP SHOP!

MARCH
Watched quite a number of movies.
Went to the Zoo, after many many years (:
Searched for school and went for interviews.

APRIL
Gotten into shatec.
But still wondering if that is what i really want.
EAT EAT EAT.

MAY
Chosen Shatec as my choice.
Looking forward to meet my shatec cliques on 6th July.

JUNE
Extraction of wisdom tooth.
Advertisment, one after another.
Photoshoot :)
Enjoyed the Roadshow !
Matriculation Day at Shatec.
The very first time i met my baby monica & phoebe.

JULY
Gotten my school time-table.
First day of school 6th July.

AUGUST
The very first time, i started talking to Samuel.
Lost Samuel's magic equip ): SORRY!
Met up with my sweeties in the morning at ecp for breakfast.
Went down to town multiple times just to get our business wear.
The very first time , Samuel & I took photos together :)
Samuel did a magic trick , near takashimaya fountain. I REMEMBER !!!
Almost the entire class went to the zoo for our project.
The day i doze off on samuel's shoulder when he send me back home after the "haunted house" theme party.
A long list of roadshows with Charlene sweetie (:
p/s : The day my baby & I got closer as the day goes by.

SEPTEMBER
The first time samuel lend me his jacket , inorder to keep me warm.
The first time he bought choco muffin as my breakfast for me :)
The photos with both of us in it , baby monica & I.
The very first time i had a mini misunderstanding with Samuel ):
I know who my true friends were, being there whenever i need them.
Kyrea & I got closer as she know my thoughts, LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!
Everything gotten better with Samuel and he accompanied me to SENTOSA.
The very first time going to sentosa with him :)
DHM709B Chalet , i baked choco chip w/ walnut cupcakes.
Doze off on Samuel's shoulder.
Took a stroll on the beach with Dominic / Yixiang & Samuel.

OCTOBER
While doing my roadshow, i saw Jeffrey.
Bought my htc magic (my new baby).
Selected for philips upcoming photoshoot.
Went for wardrobe fitting.
Did my philips shooting.
Celebrated Samuel's 18th Birthday!
Samuel bought KINDER JOY for me :) CHOCO !!
Looking forward to get ipod touch with YL (handsome).
Extraction for my wisdom tooth.
ZA photoshoot as well as 29th October newspaper will be OUT!
The first time , i went for Halloween parties at night safari with my shatec sweeties & hunks.

NOVEMBER
Went to Timbre. ENJOY ENJOY!
My sister went to Hong Kong.
Did event with Jace sweetie.
Went out at night with Jace , yuying , monica baby & Samuel after our event.
Singapore river cruise with Samuel.
When he suddenly pop the question. SO SWEET!
7th November : The day when Samuel became my baby & i became his baby :)
Our sweet story starts from here.
Monica baby(marina barrage) & Nova sweetie(esplande) 19th Birthday.
The very first time my baby sings for me :)
Buried with projects & portfolios.

DECEMBER
Flambe done by mr brian pan.
My memorable & sweetest 19th Birthday.
Having a sweetest boyfriend is my best birthday present :)
Bought my ipod touch with YL ( handsome).
Went to Isetan (shaw house) private sales.
Night out for dinner with my 3 babies :)
Shopping with jiamin & ziling.
Ettusais event with Charlene.
Baby went genting , missing him.

The moment i received your call.
I FEEL SO SWEET!
LOVE LOVE... ...
HUGS HUGS HUGS~

Sweetest Baby,
It is the first day without you by my side.
I'm missing everything about you (:
The moment i look at your photo, i miss you even more.
This morning, i read your very first letter.
Extremely SWEET !!!!
I will also look at the starry starry sky and say , "I LOVE YOU BABY."

You showed me love.
Always letting me know that you will always be there for me.
I would love to be in your arms and looking into your eyes telling you,
how much you matters to me.
If i'm given a choice to choose, in the very first place,
other than you,
i will not choose any of them that came into my life!
MISSING YOU... ...

December 22, 2009, 11:29 PM

This afternoon, went over to Samuel's Secondary School.
My tummy wasn't very well, so I did not have my lunch.
After Which, we went back to his house and he helped me with my baby (ipod touch).
In the evening, Samuel's mummy , sister & him brought me over to his grandma's house.
My baby is being cute, he gave me 4 tang yuan (glutinous riceball) signifies 4 years old (:
First time going over to his grandma's house and i feels that his grandma's house & my grandma's house tends to have similarities!
As for our dinner, my sweetest baby helps me with all the food.
He even bothers to see, which part of the fish has less or even no bones.
Feel like holding his big warmth hand, looked into his eyes and say " baby you are the sweetest!"
He puts me before himself :) BROAD SMILE!
All his cousins & sister are so nice.
I carried his baby cousin :) EXTREMELY ADORABLE.
We took bus 132 back home, as i wanted to be with baby alittle longer.
Fell asleep in baby's arms on the way back.
Feeling so LOVED :) KISSES!

BABY,
Knowing that you will not be by my side in afew more hours ):
But my heart will always have you & your heart will always have me.
I don't bear to say goodbye to you for THREE DAYS.
But still, i'm going to tell you I LOVE YOU, be good silly baby.
You know i will always miss you (:
I'M YOURS!

You treated me like a princess.
Loving me with all you can (:

December 21, 2009, 11:54 PM

In the afternoon, took an mrt down to Changi Airport Terminal 2 with baby.
Everyone has already reached the airport by the time we reached.
We had swensen for lunch at Terminal 2.
After that we took the skytrain to Terminal 3.
My baby helped a Caucasian lady after she fell down on the floor.
She was in pain when baby initiate to help her.
My baby looks so charming when he helped her :)
This is the first time baby helped someone and looked so serious.
SO MAN !!! Giggling Away.

We realised that yuying , Dash , Feline & Jasper 's flight delayed!
8 pm instead ): We went over to Starbucks and continued to chatting session.
And at about 630pm, they went to the departure area.
aaWW~ i will miss you all.
Bon Voyage and take care.
LOVE LOVE!

Just for my baby
In one more day, you will not be in singapore from 23rd to 25th December.
I will definitely miss everything about you (:
Your perfume. Your smile . Your voice . Your cute silly face !!!
And of course your big warmth hand as well as your hug (:
Baby i know you are not feeling well.
I cannot afford to lose you, so please take extra care of yourself.
LOVE LOVE!

You are all that i asked for.
The one that i can depend on.
Earth stops rotating for us (:
Be in your arms, with plenty of LOVE.